Sometimes I just want to take that step from the window sill.

Sometimes I just want to raise that knife to my stomach.

Sometimes I just want to swallow those pills.

Sometimes I just want to cry for hours on end.

But I don't have to. I just want to.

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I've always been fascinated with red thread.

The same string that binds people together is the same string that binds me to this world, making me unable to fly free.

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My head hurts. I have a dozen ideas for fanfiction in my head and I can't type them out.

I think I need to cut down on the sugar boosts. I'm going to die from overexhaustion at this rate.

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WILL BE AWAY FROM 1ST MARCH TO 6TH MARCH. DO NOT SMS OR CALL ME DURING THAT TIME.