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You probably already know the usual shit here, so I'll change this.
Do something different everyday and don't let your mistakes define your life.
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
I should be happy. I ought to be happy. I need to be happy. But why am I not happy for them?
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Despair
Silently she treads into the room, Closing the door, her heart filled with gloom, She sticks a finger down her throat, Closing her eyes, she can hear their gloats.
She watches what she ate course down into the porcelain bowl. Crying a little, she lets out a growl. Reaching for the flush handle, she gives a violent pull, "Trying to be thinner and prettier? That's impossible for you!"
She can hear their voices, She can hear their sneers, She can hear their taunts, She just hoped it wasn't real.
She hated this ordeal, Puking after every meal, Wiping the sweat from her brow, She gave a tired groan.
There was nothing she could do, She hated feeling so blue, The vomit gets washed away, She thought,"Good riddance anyway."
Reaching for her trusty penknife, The one that would yet again cut her life, She brought it again to her wrist, And gave it another cruel slit.
Beads of ruby gathered around the slice, Stinging tears filled her eyes, She muttered,"No pain, no gain." "Physical pain is better than emotional pain."
Standing up swiftly, she washes her face and hands, To rid it of any pain and blood from that slit, She unlocks the door, hiding her despair, And walks out acting like she simply didn't care. -- Writer: Me&Suhui (c) Music Inspired: Comatose - Skillet
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I hope I drew blood from that.
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Because I have the sudden rare urge to blog about yesterday. -- I woke up at 9.40am, then lazed around, before getting up to shower and brush my teeth. Just at 11.30am, before I went to Dover to meet Larry, dad complained that my shorts were too short :\ Shorts then easy to change in and out of cosplay. Tch. So I changed, and mrt-ed to Dover. I WAS LATE BY 9 MINS. And anyway, I met Larry, and we mrt-ed to Chinatown with Mel-chan. We went shopping for cosplay at Chinatown Point, Pan-In-A-Box. Mel couldn't afford her cosplay, and she asked us a strange question. "Should I call my mum and get scolded, or should I not call my mum and not get scolded?" -.- Aiyoh Mel ah. I bought my ninja boots, Sakura dress (I still need the tight green shorts) and headband for $99 *faints* Anyway, we went to Bugis to help Larry shop for clothes. Then we heard there was a convention at Suntec, so we rushed there. There was this strange guy in white armour, and Larry suggested sticking something up his ass. o.o Afterwards, we went to dunno-what-shop to help Larry buy t-shirts. Mel good taste 8D She helped Larry carry his bag :o All I did was to take the t-shirts from Mel and shove them into Larry's face. And we had KFC for lunch. Then we went to another dunno-what-shop to get pants for Larry. He didn't buy them, but I observed something uber interesting when I sat down and Mel&Larry chose pants. Mwarharhar. I even have a photo to prove it. But I can't post it, because I stupidly went and showed Larry the photo I took of them and he growled in my face to "Better not blog this." AWWWWW D: Who votes I should put it up? 8D
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
Went to Chinatown today with Mel-chan and Larry/Cookeh. I bought Sakura cosplay instead of Sasuke cosplay, because the Sasuke shirt was so darn friggin BIG. And the Sakura cosplay is huge around the waist, I might have to alter it. I also need to buy ninja equipment. Oh, &, THE NINJA BOOTS ARE SUPERDUPER COMFY CAN. 8D
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Friday, June 27, 2008
Shu Xian squished my left index finger ): Mr M. didn't come today, so we had to do 2 storybanks but whatever. I'll do it during the weekend, along with the two chinese assessments I owe my dad because I asked for $50 from him to fund my cosplay. I have around $100 now, probably not enough to buy the cosplay costume, hairspray, shoes, and ninja equipment. I also have to get a haircut. Screw this world. I've yet to complete my late Maths assignment which involves oh-so-darling histograms. The class is in chaos now, trying to rewrite poems. If I don't hand it in by today, the teacher happily gives me demerits like candy on Halloween. See? I hate my life. I need someone to jump down the Twin Towers with me. Happehtween D':
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
THAT BUG FLEW IN AGAIN. GET IT OUT GET IT OUT GET IT OUT GET IT OUT GET IT OUT TTATT I HATE BUGS DIE BUG DIEEEEEE.*grabs a tissue and squishes it*
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Okay, we met our biology teacher. Also our red cross teacher. DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU. 8D Ey, I'm lazy to blog about it. See Min did blog about it though. *points in a random direction*
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
I haven't finished my homework. Geez. I've 20 newspaper articles, 2 book reviews, 4 RD reviews, and about the whole of chinese. I wasn't paying attention in chinese class so I didn't know what was for chinese. At most I ask help lor. I'll scrape by. I always do. If I don't, I'll scrape my skin on the concrete ground around my void deck. Throw in a little blood and you're done.
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
Hm. What shall I blog about? AHA. The Cathay trip. I refuse to blog about the Taiwan&HongKong trip because I have short-term memory loss. Okay, since Shi Chun and Egg have blogged about the Cathay trip (THE MOVIE WAS FREAKIN SCARY AND GORY AND UGHH), I shall post random pictures from Taiwan. :D But sending pictures from my handphone to my laptop takes too much time. So I shall blog about my handphone. My handphone is crappy. Okay, about the time when Daddy went for his foot treatment for his 20 year-old wart. Yes, let me hear your "Ewwww"s and "Ughhh"s. He stupidly went and cut a dent in his wart, to remove it of some liquid of whatever. *pauses to hear people fainting of disgust* So the nurse evened out the dent by cutting even more, and then she sprayed the liquid nitrogen right into the wart. Hohoho. And that's when Daddy took a cab home, limped up back to the house, and collapsed on his bed after taking off his shoes&socks and changing into home clothes. Then he slept while I bought his dinner&lunch and bread and newspaper for him. See? I was so worried that I skipped my lunch. Because I ate cookies&milk at 11 and couldn't be bothered to cook or go out to buy food again, not that I can actually cook without poisoning people anyway.Then Daddy woke up and upon hearing that I skipped lunch, rushed to the kitchen to cook some instant noodles with veggies&egg for me :') And he lazed on the couch watching UEFA Euro 2008 for the rest of the day o___o You wish you had my dad.
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
*updates* Here, I updated :D Anyhoos, I'm back. Kiss my HK feet, people. I bought clothes but rah. I'll blog about the trip some other time. And yes, I missed you all very much. <3
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soldier's salute.
My name is Valerie, I have a black taste bud, I am a worm and I have a weakness for bad boys.
Mohawks are even better.
I also have this thing for gay guys. Mmm, yummy.
Plus, I ship Purt (puck/kurt) and Brittana (brittany/santana) HARD.
viva la kradam. viva la glee.
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