You won't get it .

You won't understand how it's like to even have your own friends ganging up on you .

I just don't get it .

Some people have their own chummy lil pals to stick by them and cover their bloody asses .

Why ?

It's because they are POPULAR .

Popular .

Popularity can change you from a sweet kitten to a raging tigress .

When you get friends , your personality changes .

Too bad I got through that stage in a different way .

Friends ?

I guess , not even 2 in 6E .

True friends stick by you .

They don't gossip about you .

They don't backstab you .

They don't ignore you .

And it's not just that passing remark in my blog entry .

I've had just about enough .

To you , you're so fucking important .

So fucking important that your friends back you up and stick by you even if you committed murder .

So fucking important that you can ruin anyone's life and get away with it scot-free .

So fucking important that you openly gossip about others .

So fucking important .

Why ?

What I once thought was a mere fairytale .

You've ruined my life .

You've destroyed me .

And yet you say I've changed .

In what bloody position are you to say that of me ?

Yes , I'm challenging you .

Are you unhappy ?

Then get those lil bitchy friends of yours to protect your fucking fake gold ass .

So what if I'm taunting you ?

So what ?

What can you do to me anyway ?

You've wrecked my whole life .

You took away everything .

There's nothing left for you to ruin , you two-faced lil bitch .

You say you're a true friend , a real one .

And why are you doing this to me ?

Go ahead .

Say I kicked up a huge fuss over some facts that you typed in my tagboard .

Say I over-reacted .

I'm used to it anyway .

" Eh , you got read Val's latest tag ? She very what lor , over-react leh . "

" Ya lah ! We state fact only mah , also get so worked up . "

" Dun bother about her lah . You dunno she always like that one meh ? "

" 'Stop attacking and ganging up against me !' ! Hahaha ! "

" And what nickname , sotong mei ah ? Like , act cute lor ! She cute ah , I pui ! "

" I can't wait for her to move house . Then we'll be spared of her nonsense . "

Well ?

I've even got your script planned out .

I already know what you're going to say .

Speak all you like in the toilets , and ignore whoever's in a cubicle , listening to your every word .

Why do I even bother ?

Hate .

Hate pushed love out of my life .

And who pushed hate into my life ?

You .

It's always you .

" Don't worry , Val ! I'm always here for you . I'll be a true friend . "

True friend ?

How fucking hilarious .

True friends don't exist .

At least ,

not anymore .